I feel anxious and overwhelmed. I feel a bit angry and powerless. I feel that my struggles with MyWife are futile and hopeless. I feel like things are never going to get better. I feel ashamed. I’m going to send my family disclosure to my cousins and I’m scared to do that. I don’t know […]

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Big Day Today

I am learning to be patient and to persevere in a world that was not constructed just for me and my pleasures. – Answers in the Heart, May 5th Father, thank You for Your plans for us, and for the future that awaits us in Your love. – Our Daily Bread, May 5th Heavenly Father, […]

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Anxiety Builds

It’s kind of crazy how quickly my anxiety and tension can build back up. It’s also kind of crazy how quickly the desire to act out rises to match those feelings. I’m an avoider. I avoid conflict, I avoid difficult situations, I avoid pain and anguish.  Does that make me a coward? In the past I […]

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Back At The Apartment

I’m back at the apartment, I have a moderate level of anxiety this morning. It was nice to spend some time with MyWife and the dogs. I’m mulling over what to do about this Company interview? Should I do it? It would be nice to get all my stuff back up here. Although there is also the […]

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