And loneliness… and other things. When I talked to my coach this morning, before my last post. We talked about how I hadn’t been eating that well over the weekend, how I hadn’t been practicing good self care. How I was struggling with motivation. He mentioned that since it’s been almost two week without that […]
Read more "It really is withdrawl ( a little explicit or vulgar )"I can’t seem to get up and do anything. I’m really struggling today. I just keep thinking everything over in my head but not actually doing anything. I’m craving masturbation. I want to act out. I’ve been doing a bit of edging which isn’t too healthy. I have lots to do, but I don’t want […]
Read more "Is this withdrawal?"Not feeling great about myself or life. I don’t have great power of will and I’m not awesome at sticking to things. I’ve noticed that towards the end of last week and over the weekend that I got lazy and my self care trailed off, my motivation trailed off and I watched a lot of […]
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My Painful Journey 