Back At The Apartment

I’m back at the apartment, I have a moderate level of anxiety this morning. It was nice to spend some time with MyWife and the dogs.
I’m mulling over what to do about this Company interview? Should I do it? It would be nice to get all my stuff back up here. Although there is also the problem of that’s going to be extra money to spend. I’m tired of doing that.
I don’t want to miss out on that job interview but I also don’t want to take it just yet. So many decisions. So many decisions.
I find it very hard to even just be in this moment, it seems like I can’t focus on the now. I can only focus on the future.